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http://www.savedarfur.org
just make a postcard to help, it's that easy to get informed and make a difference
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[04 Jan 2006|11:15pm] |
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so i haven't used lj in a really long time. but i miss camp people and camp people use this thingy all the time. so HI CAMP PEOPLE if youre reading this leave me a comment to make me believe that i have some point in writing in this thingy.
so the news of my day is:
i just poked myself in the eye.
go me.
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hiiii everyone!!! i just got back from nyc yesterday! i saw beauty and the beast and dirty rotten scoundrels. they were both really good. beauty and the beast was good over all but the woman who played belle was horrriblee! but it was all better when i saw dirty rotten scoundrels because norbert leo butz is fucking AMAZING. i saw the lindens there and we went to desert after the show. so, i went to the stage door and got the autographs of norbert leo butz!!! ahhhh. and sherie rene scott!!! and gregory jbara (who friggn stole the show!) and the understudy for john lithgow whos name i cannot think of at the moment. oh man it was incredible! alright well i think thats all for right now. i have to go to summer reading goodbyee
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[11 Aug 2005|03:47pm] |
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i dont think disney channel could play hillary duffs song ONE MORE TIME..i have seen it like twenty times and i only watch kim possible (cause i'm that cool)
so i'm STOKED for tonight. sarah alexandra and sophia are sleeping over. its going to be the best night ever!
i like blueberries.
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[08 Aug 2005|02:38pm] |
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i have a lot of summer reading, i think i am kind of dumb for not having started it until like a week ago. i was too busy reading Prep and Harry Potter. i love reading. if you love reading then leave a comment cause that means youre cool like me.
fave books:
Gossip Girl
Harry Potter
Prep
Daughters of the Moon
Summer Boys
Hope was Here
A Great and Terrible Beauty
So Long, See You Tomorrow
Romeo and Juliet
Quote of the Entry
Hello, Goodbye and Go to Hell.
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[05 Aug 2005|11:43pm] |
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i love how dramafied my past entries are ; ) its like AH MY LIFE IS ENDING!!! then a week later its like allll bettterrr
my last year of mssa is done. i applied to be a CIT but even if i get hired, i might not go because perhaps i should be doing another theatre camp where i can perform. i'm not really sure what i'm going to do yet. all i know right now is i am going to enjoy my summer = )
Little Shop of Horrors people - i love all of you sooooo much! i cant believe i didnt know you before this summer! more specifically sarah and sophia and alex and andy. haha lots of people to love.
Rockapella - i dont think there could have been another way to end camp for me. wow just wow. we are bound together <3
i cant wait for nyc! i'm going to see dirty rotten scoundrels and beauty and the beast. AND when we see scoundrels..the lindens are gonna be there!! that means i get to see josh and matty!! ahh yay that makes me so happy. then california is after that. we're staying with my stepmom's family which is great because she has the two most adorable nieces EVER i am really excited
i'm not exactly excited for school to start but i am excited for voices of the knight cause its going to be fun..i hope haha
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Lose one friend. Lose all friends. Lose yourself.
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bold what is true -I am a university student. -I am a cuddler. -I am an okay dancer. -I am a huge fan of lists. -I am a morning person. -I am a perfectionist. -I am obsessed with a band. -I am a Republican. -I am allergic to something deadly. -I am an only child. -I am Catholic. -I am content as of this moment. -I am currently in my pajamas. -I am currently pregnant. -I am currently suffering from a breaking heart. -I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father. -I am okay at styling other people's hair. -I am left handed. -I am married. -I am obsessed with my LJ. -I am online 24/7, even as an away message. -I am procrastinating by filling out this list. -I am resentful that I have to grow up. -I am very shy around the opposite sex. -I am, or was, pigeon-toed. -I bite my nails. -I can be paranoid at times. -I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go. -I collect picture frames. -I consider myself to be a 'nerd'. -I currently have a crush on someone (many people) -I currently regret something that I have done. -I curse frequently. -I do not believe people are inherently good or evil. -I don't hate anyone - just strongly dislike. -I enjoy country music. -I enjoy jazz music. -I enjoy smoothies. -I enjoy talking on the phone. -I have a car. –sort of -I have a mobile phone. -I have a hard time paying attention at school. -I have a hidden talent. -I have a hobby. -I have a lot to learn. -I have a pet. -I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. -I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy. -I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died. -I have at least one brother and/or sister. -I have avoided work to play with my livejournal. -I have been in a real relationship. twice -I have been in a threesome. (actually there were 6 of us...) -I have been rejected by someone. -I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship. -I have been to an anime convention. -I have been to another country. -I have been to Europe. -I have been to Las Vegas. -I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor. -I have broken a bone. -I have Caller I.D. on my phone. -I have changed a diaper. ---I have changed a lot over the past year. -I have cheated on a significant other. -I have counted down the days until the summer. -I have dated my best friend's ex. -I have done something illegal. -I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. -I have gone scuba diving // snorkling. -I have had major surgery. -I have had my hair cut within the last week. -I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with. -I have had the cops called on me. -I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't. -I have kissed someone of the same sex. -I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. -I have mood swings -I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. -I have too many ideas when it comes to the rest of my life. -I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. -I am ticklish. -I have rejected someone before. -I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy. -I have seen the television show The O.C. -I have swum in the ocean. -I have tried a drug that is illegal. -I have tried sushi. -I have watched Sex and the City. -I have watched a porn movie. -I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants. -I know how to shoot [and aim] a gun. -I like being the center of attention. - -I like eating Ramen noodles. -I like my handwriting. -I like Shakespeare. -I like the taste of blood. -I like to cook. -I like to sing. -I like to vacuum. -I love learning foreign languages. -I love Michael Jackson. -I love my friends. -I love olives. -I love rain. -I love sleeping. -I love to play computer games. -I love to shop. -I miss someone right now. -I own 100 CDs or more -I own a home -I own and use a library card. -I play a musical instrument. -I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream. -I read books for pleasure. -I shave my legs. -I sleep a lot during the day. -I strongly dislike math. -I think Britney Spears is pretty. (pretty hot that is) -I think long strings of html code look cool. -I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza. -I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often. -I was born in a country other than the USA. -I watched more TV this year than last year. -I watch MTV on a daily basis. -I watch soap operas on a regular basis. -I wear glasses or contact lenses. -I will try anything once. -I work at a job that I enjoy. --- I love babysitting -I would classify myself as ghetto. -I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. -I like orange kool aid. -I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'. -I like being at school. (but not in class)-I always love wearing sweaters. -I love water polo. -I am currently wearing socks. -I am being nostalgic right now. -I hate summer. -I am tired. -I love to paint // draw // sketch // sculpt
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omg i'm on vacation! yesss two weeks biatcH!
tonight
-shopping with miss melanie
tomorrow
-haircut
-mells =)
-sleepover
sunday
-planning our trip to FLORIDA!!!!
monday
-with melissa and mere hopefully *crosses fingers and closes her eyes*
tuesday
-dentist appointment
-MT with christine
wednesday
????
and so on
hehehe
leave me lots of plans
ps...thanks to everyone who left me the messages a couple of entries ago. i love all of you
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2 MORE DAYS UNTIL VACATION
HFJDHVKDUANCDKNCVEIGJDSNVSJDKGFDFNDJGDVSDJGNSDJGHSDKNSDJHSDKJ
that makes me feel better =)
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my tears are tears of anger and rage and loneliness. i'm in the fight on my own. no family to help me. in fact its against my own family. what the hell happened to the days when i would cry just thinking about not being with my dad. hes hurt me so much. i'm choking on my own words. i miss when i was younger and everything was happy. the worst thing that could happen was easily fixed with a bandaid. i hate this so much. my friends are the only ones keeping my sanity in tact. the best quotes i have seen today are
*i flirt with suicide
*id like to dream my troubles away
*what the inside shows, the outside hides
*the only thing standing between me and happiness is reality
the scariest thing is that i feel guilt. i dont want to be mad at him and i dont want anything to happen to him. i just want him in or out of my life so that this rollercoaster of emotions can end and i can deal with it that way. and i dont want him out of my life. i am so lost. i am so dazed. i am so confused.
***i know that this entry is all about me and whats going on and that my life is bad but i want to let who ever you may be that i know that other people have bad days too. theres no need to leave a comment on how i may be self centered or just looking for attention. i just wanted to write what i am feeling towards my dad right now. if you have a problem with me, i'm sorry i dont want me to be like this. but i am
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TADA! all better!! yayy
so this week was interesting. i had Coffee House which went better then i thought but watev its all good
my dad has freaked out on me 3 times in the past four days. yayy *note sarcastic tone*
yeah not much happened
i <3 everyone!
hugs n kisses
ames
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well the show went really well...not that anyone whos in the show is going to read this but i love every single one of you. you all helped me soooo much and i love you. thank you specifically to my seniors <3 i think of you guys as my best friends and next year is going to be horrible without you. i know you all will have amazing futures and i love you tons =)
but anyway the cast "get together"/party was a lot of fun. a little but of a slap of reality but i needed it. i dont feel like going in to a lot of detail but there were a few people who were absolutly incredible. i looove you!!
well now that ive made an ass of myself, time to go!!!
The worst way to miss someone is when you are sitting right next to them, knowing you can't have them.
"Ok people say I've changed, and you know what maybe I have, but maybe I grew up. I'm not that little girl anymore that lets' people push her around, and let's people influence her decisions or that girl that just goes with what everyone else says. Sorry, but that girl is gone. The girl you have now is in love with a guy, but can't be with him, cause of distance. This girl would do anything to be with him again, would do anything just to have a smile on his face, to have him feel loved and needed, and if that's such a crime then she don't want to be right. She would do anything for her friends. If one of them needs something she trys her best to help them out. She stays true. I have changed, and you would see it's not a bad change if you would get to know the new her."
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[21 Feb 2005|10:06am] |
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ok so friday at school was like eh cause it just was. the whole thingy happened and everyone is talking about it. its CRAZY.
-rehearsal: its usually fun but it was yucky and long on friday. plus i felt wicked stupid cause of some stuff i did. yeah lets not get into that. But what was fun was sitting on the cahir with jolinda lughing so hard cause ross fell and then at other stuff too. mel was confused cause she didnt know what was going on but me and jolinda started crying cause we were laughing so hard. hahaha
-then bonnie and i went to my dads house for dinner. it was actually fun. and i won at the boardgame we were playing =)
-then bon brought me to anges house. it was SOOOOO much fun. "The Bra" haahah oh man it was fucking
incredible. then i slept over her house and got up at 8 in the morning so i could go to play rehearsal.
-i arrived at 830 at school and the thing didnt start until 9. so i ended up wandering aimlessly aroud the building until someone showed up. now THAT rehearsal was long. we ran the show...discovered that we werent having an intermission, and that 9 am to 1pm is a REALLY REALLY long time.
-after that i went home and waited for sandra. me and bonnie and sandra went shopping! i'm pretty sure that no one reading this really wants to know what i got so i wont say. hehe
-then i wenthome. it was a nice night to m\yself..i watch VANITY FAIR. i LOOOOVED IT reese witherspoon is fucking incredible. her brittish accent was absolutly fantastic. my fave scene was the ballet zenana. HA and i love the name. hehehe
-sunday i hung around my house the whole day doing nothing. then mere called and decided that we should go to the movies. so we went and saw The Wedding Date. it wa cute. but the hightlight of the night was watchin her say hi to total strangers and watch them like freak out hahahahah it was amazing =) and we saw someone that i hadnt seen in almost a year. wow it was weird.
-i am now sitting at my cpmuter. its 10:20 in the morning and i'm bored. hopeuflly today i will be doing something with mell and man but the snow is being a bitch so i dno. god damn that stupid snow, thats all for now.
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new layout! yayyy
i hope you like it let me know if you do or dont =)
ok i have to go get ready. i'm goin to the movies =)
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well friday was quite possibly the longest school day EVER i totally didnt want to be there it was stupid but i had a friggn blast the rest of the night
- i went right from school to pick up alina then to lizs
- we hung around and ate food and talked
- rides got screwed up
- we attempted to figure things out but that didnt work too well so we ended up convincing lisas mom to drive all of us up to NH for alexandras show
- though we thought we were going to be super late we ran in just as the lights went out.
- the show was SOOOO GOOOD!!! alexandra is fucking amazing and rachel is hysterical. Annaleigh is like the best choreographer ever!
- when alexandra and rachel came downstairs after the show we SCREAMED OUR HEADS OFF! yeah everyone looked at us funny but i dont care!
- then we like RE-met some of her friends
- then we went to chillis with the cast
- it was so much fun..we got caught up on everything and like inhaled a chocolate cake desert thing lol
- then we watched a bunch of peacock videos and stuff
- we went to bed at like 3 or 4 in the morning
- i then proceeded to wake up at like 730 in the morning and my mom came and picked me up at 8 to go to man of la mancha rehearsal
- reahearsal was fine...there were some people i wanted to see...other that i didnt really want to see.
- then i came home and went online but i fell asleep on the couch for like three hours
i'm kind mad tho cause it was so pretty out! and i wasted a good day
no i'm bored and dont know what to do with myself i might go to my dads but i'm not sure yet. atleast there i will have something to do hmph
thats my silly update of the weekend so far = /
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